When the lightning flew across her face,
Almost I hated her, she was so good,
And lips apart with dumb cries;
Repeating with tightened arms, and the hot blood's blindfold art.
Of the words I kept repeating,
Next my breast, where my own heart was beating;
Her face lay there before my breast,
A moment, like a wavering spark,
And I saw her for the flaring space
And the sense of her clinging flesh was sweet
I felt the lurch and halt of her heart
Home, away home, ere the lightning floated forth again.
And my arms fell loose, and I was dumb.
Pale love lost in a snow of fear,
And claim her utterly in a kiss,
Where her arms and my neck's blood-surge could meet.
And guarded by a glittering tear,
Warm as a flame in the close night air;
I leaned me forward to find her lips,
Holding her thus, did I care
A moment, and she was taken again in the merciful dark.
And I laughed to feel it plunge and bound,
Of a second, afraid of the clips
Hated myself, and the place, and my blood,
Her breath flew warm against my neck,
And strange in my blood-swept ears was the sound
I heard the thunder, and felt the rain,
Of my arms, inert with dread, wilted in fear of my kiss.
Which burned with rage, as I bade her come
That the black night hid her from me, blotted out every speck?